Jan 02, 2012 22:14
I will survive it.
I have high hopes for this second round of antibiotics. And tomorrow I take 6 doses of steroids. Rawr!! I have visions of turning into Godzilla, it's probably very unlikely though.
2011 is gone, and good riddance I say. It had its ups but mostly it was down, down, sometimes at nauseating speeds. There's still a lot to be dealt with, not everything gets filed away in a memory box to collect dust. Another surgery looms which I can't say I'm particularly thrilled about. I finished 8 weeks of crisis counseling and have an arsenal of mood enhancing meds. Doesn't look like I'm coming off those any time soon. I'm learning to celebrate the small victories though. I'm trying to be a little less hard on myself. Double broken necks aren't something a lot of people have under their belts. If I can come back from that, what can I not handle?
"At least you're young" that's what all the doctors say. That's my consolation. I don't feel all that young truthfully, but I guess I'll take it.
I'm taking on a Project 52. At least one photo a week for a theme, every single week of the next year.