Call me the Shredder!
You know when you have too much excess baggage from old B.S. that happened in your past? Well, that is being remedied as we speak. About 20 minutes ago I shredded up some old letters from an asshole boyfriend from 6 years ago. I dont even know why I kept that stuff, it just brought up mistakes and bad times that I had with him. I finally got the balls just to throw the crap away. GO ME!
I'm still doing ok with the Navy boy thing. It still hurts like hell and yes, I still cry but not nearly as bad as I was last Wednesday. And the funny thing is, I know that there isnt a single thing wrong with me, except for the fact that my pride was hurt and that I didnt get the response that I desired. Shit happens. Life hurts. But it does get better. I've been through worse things. And yes, this slight heartbreak is going to hurt for a while. For how long, I'm not sure. One thing that is getting me through right now is thinking about the future. I'll have my Sonography Degree in a few years (God willing) and live in a nice condo that i paid for MYSELF, and can graciously live happy.
GO Marsha, its not your birthday, but we can surely pretend that it is :)
I'm still doing ok with the Navy boy thing. It still hurts like hell and yes, I still cry but not nearly as bad as I was last Wednesday. And the funny thing is, I know that there isnt a single thing wrong with me, except for the fact that my pride was hurt and that I didnt get the response that I desired. Shit happens. Life hurts. But it does get better. I've been through worse things. And yes, this slight heartbreak is going to hurt for a while. For how long, I'm not sure. One thing that is getting me through right now is thinking about the future. I'll have my Sonography Degree in a few years (God willing) and live in a nice condo that i paid for MYSELF, and can graciously live happy.
GO Marsha, its not your birthday, but we can surely pretend that it is :)