losing hope

[mascera]

i am losing hope. nobody can really understand the hurt i bear right now. it is just starting to hit me that i will never have a chance with the one person i have really cared about in a long time. he just wants to be friends, if that i guess but i cant even go through my schedule and not be reminded of him. i wish he knew how much i cared about

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[canofcorpse]

ok...yes, i do think youre psycho...i wont lie. And things like that dont just happen if one person feels like that but the other feels nothing...it just doesnt work....put two and two together. Im sorry, but look elsewhere, Ive changed alot...im a shallow selfish prick, and ive got the balls to admit it...

my vanity is a mess

[mascera]

ick, i take it back. sorry....

[maddikinz]

ick. if you dont feel for her. dont read her journal. if you dont want anything to do with her get away from her. kat is a wicked good person and yeah ur shallow and dont take the time to notice it. and when shes happy ((and she will be)) and ur lonely dont even think about going near her. ((no offense.. but this is her journal. dont post ur stupid thots in here cuz no one wants to see them))

Maddi*

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[mascera]

i guess i wanted him to see this and leave a note or something, i just didnt want the truth because it kills. maybe some day i will toughen up and not have to be upset over things like this.