Nov 17, 2007 11:27
When will this ever end? Over a year and I'm back to where I started. Give me a few months and I'll be gone. I've psyched myself enough to do whatever it takes to leave and succeed and show you you made a mistake. Yes, you inspire me to be a better person. And when that time comes, whether I get what I want or not, I'll thank you. You push me. I'm stupid and I don't care anymore. If I fuck up my life, for the first time, I'll admit that it'll be my fault. I'm sorry. My head still hurts and it's probably still the beer talking at 11:30 am. How fucked up can I get?
I'm so so so so tired. And so are you. And we still can't seem to move on. And this will never ever ever stop.