Dec 21, 2003 08:03
Robert has got to stop making me go to his aunt's house, I DON'T LIKE IT THERE!!!!!!! I keep saying it and I don't!!! It's not fair! I understand, it's his uncle's birthday, but it's not that we're going today, it's that we go so often in general. We didn't used to! And he's yelling about a compromise that either we sleep over or leave super early in the morning, why must we spend endless hours over there? I know it's his family and I know he likes them, but when I had to go to my cousin's bday and they were invited I didn't care if they came late anf left early because I knew they weren't enjoying it! And how is it a compromise if if we'd have slept over I would have missed school tomorrow? That's common sense! Ugggggggghhhhhhhhhh I'm so freakin mad right now!!! And it's not even that, I still have HW to do and gifts to wrap and cards for people at school to make and wash the dishes and in general I DON'T WANNA SPEND THAT MUCH TIME THERE!!!! No one told me we were leaving this early! I don't care if I'm being selfish. This is my journal and I'm allowed to be selfish on it if I want to. I mean, I know he has every right to like it there but that doesn't mean I should enjoy it! I guess what set me off is how forceful he was about it and how he started talking to me in that commanding I'm-your-boss-as-if-I'm-still-at-work-and-you're-my-employee voice of his when he saw me still in house clothes and how when I asked him why so early he started to scream at me. UUUUUUGGGHHHHHHHHH!!! He just yelled at me again! @#$#%$&%^&%*^%#%#$@!#@! I hate being mad first thing in the morning! I don't get this LJ angry usually but somehow this is just...