Feb 04, 2006 19:47
So i havent updated in a while- i know- dont give me any crap.
Anyways, i am tired. I am working so much that i dont get to study and i can feel my grades slipping already. I'm hoping to get a loan so that i can quit workign and start focusing on what i really need to do- like raise my GPA and get remotivated about life in general.
I quit/lost my job at the kids place- and i truly am depressed about it- i didnt know that it would affect me this way- but it did and I'm having trouble really moving on. I think if i get this loan i'll go back to volunteering at children's hospital and i want to be a CASA worker- someone who is designated by the court to be a part of a child's life and help the court figure out where the child should be placed, in a foster home or back with the parents. That would get me back involved with kids who need help and it would be something I could truly enjoy.
I also would like to quit so that i can actually go to my evening discussion sessions and my test reviews etc.
So for the past two weekends I have actually gotten to hang out with people I truly care about- friends that I really really miss. I think living alone is... not that bad, but not somethign i want to do anytime soon again. Thanks Austin, Seth, and Steph for making me feel at home. When I'm around you guys I truly feel... comfortable- and thats not something that happens in such a complete way when I'm around most people.
I have a billion other people i want to mention but i have to go now- I love you all.
PS- my goddaughter took her first step this past week and she's been pulling herself up into the standing position! completely on time- even though she was 3 months early :)
Ok- bye guys
Michelle