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i'm sorry for all these giddy posts.... not really sorry but hope it's not annoying or anything. haha.
soooooooooo tonight was simply sweet and fun
church ended at 7:30. he drove his car up to church but wanted to go get his "girlfriend"...aka his motorcycle...so i waited for him to get his bike. haha. we went to his house, made pizza, and watched Scrubs re-runs for about an hour before everyone else showed up. he even made some yummy oolong tea for me. so so sweet.
the rest of the friends came and we jammed out to Paramore and the Sweeney Todd soundtrack. we made my pal Mal slide face first into the pool and we took pics. then, he grabbed my hand and started singing, "Not While I'm Around" from Sweeney Todd to me and then he picked me up and threatened to throw me in the pool but he didn't... i think he just wanted to pick me up... honestly. haha. he told me that he wouldn't have thrown me in anyways because i didn't want to be thrown in. but that next time i better bring extra clothes so that he can throw me in. haha.
we are walking on a fine line right now... i know... but i can't cross that line until i get my degree... the moment that degree hits my hand though... i'm crossing that line. i want there to be an "us".... but i made a commitment that i will not break unless God says it's ok. it's frustrating and i want this soooo much but i have to honor the commitments that i make. God will honour that.
ooooook.... i'm done.
life is crazy
life is beautiful
and it's totally worth it!