Jan 05, 2017 09:00
G is in Los Vegas until Friday - so I am on drain clearing duty around here. My gosh it rained hard again and living on a mountain - well, has all that water running fast and gathering debris - so our drains get blocked quite quickly if we are not paying attention. But I believe today is suppose to have sunny periods.
Feeling pretty chirper. I wrote yesterday for a rather large chunk of it and had Banon out and she was cray cray - but pretty in her high stepping actions.
today i will take Bourbon out and throw that darn saddle on her - I’m still waiting on that english one - i should cancel but i’ll give them one more week.
I don’t quite know what my verdict is on 2016 - world wise it was quite tragic.. - and I’m sorry if i offend anyone but your new president elect is a fucking shit show. And he scares the bejesus out of me - but if by some magical transformation he actually ends up making a good president - than i will apologize and will be happy too - but I think i will remain a realist on this one.
On a personal level I think 2016 was a good year for me. I changed. Not by leaps or bounds or anything but i had let go of many insecurities that i had clung too. I had loved my farm and did not want to let it go - but after i did -- I realized that i had loved “me” at the farm. I finally felt i fit somewhere and once you realize you have that ability to fit than you can usually make other places fit too. Maybe even that writing place one day.
Sorry - unchecked thoughts this morning -- I just hope 2017 is a good year for everyone - and yes - even him. Because the percussions of him not having a good year ( and by that i mean a morally and honest one) will be disastrous.