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[marybopeepxo]

i miss my mom. a lot. and i feel like such a horrible person as i look back on last summer. i left the country the day before she went into the hospital. i was gone for two weeks. i barely stayed home to be with her. at least thats what it seems like.  it feels like i was always gone. that whole summer. i was out everyday. and then school and dance

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[ame_azingx]

basically when i first started talking to you or atleast becoming friends with you, was last year in shakespeare, and i completely remember that day. i remember feeling really stupid that i didnt know, and that i probably made you feel worse, and i really didnt know what to say. i feel bad i couldnt make it to the wake, but i know there was something i had to do that day/night and i really couldnt make it. even though you're my best friend, i never knew your mom. i met her once at one of the recitals two summers ago, and i remember you were holding her arm, and i thought it was really sweet. and i remember seeing how much you looked like her. but from being in your house, and listening to you talk about her, and reading this, i know she really was an amazing person, and it makes me sad to think that i didnt get to know her. but i know for one thing, that she has an incredible daughter that she is proud of, and im proud that her daughter is my best friend. im extremely lucky to have you, everyone is, and i love you. i know i could never possibly relate to how you feel, other than joe losing his dad who was practically my dad and krista losing hers, but i am here for you 24hours a day, and you know that. dont ever give up, dont ever put yourself down, dont be hard on yourself for mistakes you make, because in the end, they dont matter. ♥