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Well crap...it's already 2 in the morning.
I am destined to live my life as a person who goes to bed too late, wakes up too early, and is always grumpy. I suppose that's what coffee is for.
I just don't know what's wrong with me here lately. I don't feel right.
Half of me is ready for me to leave. Discover a new place. Learn something new.
The other half of me is scared, lonely, and afraid to leave all I have ever known.
Why is it the only guys who like me are either 1) extremely weird or 2) not my type?
Why is it the guys I seem to like 1) never like me or 2) probalby find me annoying?
Oh well, I suppose there will be plenty of guys at U of A.
I'm sorry this entry is so depressing.
I gave someone advice the other night to move on. I should learn to follow my own advice.
Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul,
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I say-
Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.
I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
and I'm not giving in this time.
Oh, oh woah,
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.
<3 MA
P.S. I'm working 2 to 6 tomorrow if anyone wants to drop by Aeropostale and look around.
I am destined to live my life as a person who goes to bed too late, wakes up too early, and is always grumpy. I suppose that's what coffee is for.
I just don't know what's wrong with me here lately. I don't feel right.
Half of me is ready for me to leave. Discover a new place. Learn something new.
The other half of me is scared, lonely, and afraid to leave all I have ever known.
Why is it the only guys who like me are either 1) extremely weird or 2) not my type?
Why is it the guys I seem to like 1) never like me or 2) probalby find me annoying?
Oh well, I suppose there will be plenty of guys at U of A.
I'm sorry this entry is so depressing.
I gave someone advice the other night to move on. I should learn to follow my own advice.
Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul,
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I say-
Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.
I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
and I'm not giving in this time.
Oh, oh woah,
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.
<3 MA
P.S. I'm working 2 to 6 tomorrow if anyone wants to drop by Aeropostale and look around.