If ....

[mary_jane_025]

Title: If....
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Genre: Romance, angst
Warning: Sexual content
Length: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jaejoong thinks back on his life wondering which exact moment would have spared him from the heartache.
Beta: shupashta - thank you so much sweetie! You have no idea how much I appreciate your help!
A/N: Written for the un_scribbled community's If

Comments

[countingcr0ws]

no, no. goodness. i find it so good when i actually make people cry through my words. like i find it so amazing. it makes me happy, even. like people go about in their daily lives all composed, and then there they go, falling into your innocuous link on detox or something, and they end up falling apart. it makes me feel so good. like you moved them/ made them sad with your mere words, like it's kinda a fictitious story that isn't something messing with their lives directly, as it the sting isn't in their lives, but they're moved/ messed up enough to start bawling. oh, that's so good. like when i cry really badly over something and i tell my friend about what i did, i'd describe it like 'it was completely like a personal attack.' like it was a personal issue, like my pet dog died, my results sucks soo bad, i lost my phone kind of personal attack bad. do i make sense? so, please do. please lavish in the fact that you made me cry. because it's so good. if i could (but i can't), i'd spend time trying to craft something that'd even squeeze tears from the driest of stones. oh man.

and i googled 'the butterfly effect book' on google. and i came up with nothing concrete. what sorcery is that? because if it's a book, and it actually inspired this thing, oh man. i'm sooo going to hunt in down in the library. like soooo going to. pray do tell!

and mannn. i made a nicest comment? *blushes shyly* but oh, it was so good! it's like there are some things that you just simply want to shove it at people, and press their ignorant faces into. and this's one of them. like 'OH GOOD GOSH, FARKING READ THIS LIKE RIGHT NOW@@@@@@@' kind of thing. hahhaa.
and yeahhh, i was thinking like that today. like just today. i was thinking like if i hadn't forgotten my wallet. if i hadn't slept so late, maybe i'd have caught the bus. i mean we're such desperate little kids. mannnn.