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im upset. in the last year and some months my lover has promised me so many things. and has accomplished zilch. i need some one who is going to be a man and follow through. im so dissapointed with my existance right now. nothing has happened since ive gotten out of high school. i just want my life to mean something. even if its a short life i still want to do something with it. why am i so pissed off all the time>? its like i just get furious about nothing in a hurray. none of this makes any sense. and i think my lover thinks im being secretive with this journal. but its just my way to vent.