Jul 05, 2008 11:45
With all there is going on around me I still beg for the darkness. To be in coolness with a lack of any light and sound.....to be free of the lies others and myself tell each other would be a huge relief. To me in the void of space and time with no feeling would be a welcome like none other that I crave. The thought of no thoughts just dark and cool is a wonder thought for me.
Sometimes I thing of death as the greatest reward life has to offer. A reward that is earned weather it be from a good or not so good life. Something to welcome, cherish, or behold. To go into the unknown, is there anything after we die? The thought of just nothingness would be great with me. If there is an after life is it "heaven or hell" or a gathering of the souls that are reborn again and again. Could it be we are all a part of an energy that when we are not human gathers and jokes about what we did and did not do as humans. A game of sorts to se what was and was not accomplished.
Anyway when the time comes it will be welcome.