i am now 18 years old and looking back on my life....

I LOVE JEFFREY ADAM STONE
he is the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for
hes my bubba bear <333333

.. i want a guy .....who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me . hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous . a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward . someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy . someone who would sing to me at random moments . who would let me ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why i listen. sometimes i wonder why i care. sometimes i wonder why i dont just scream. sometimes i wonder why im never mean to you. sometimes i wonder why were so close. sometimes i wonder why i ever IMed you. but im glad i did. sometimes i wonder why you tell me everything that you tell me. sometimes i wonder why you picked me ( Read more... )

..well i havent updated in a while. so i thought i would..but nothing has happened in a lonnnngggg time..just that lately ive been sick of me and the way i am..and im sick of being lonely..im just sick!!!

well im outy

sry i havent updated in a while. i just got fed up with it and stopped. but hey im gonna try to keep in touch!..

im outy darlings <33

im soo sorry for the way i am. its not like i can help it

thats ato everyone ive hurt in the past couple of weeks i hope u kno who you are <33

..well well well today i went to school. it was good. i didnt do much of anything. but hey i didnt get much to do. and then today i stayed after with my german gurls which was fun. jeff missed his bus so he had to sit in there listening to german music. but oh well his fault he missed the bus ( Read more... )

..well havent updated in a while. but oh well ( Read more... )

..well spring break is over. but i dont kno if you can call it "sring" theres freakin snow on the ground!!..id have to say that this break was a lot better than that retarded feburary one!..

..i had my birthday the other day and i dont feel any older..

im outy <3

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! =] =] =]

i hope its a good ONE FIVE for me!!