Prospero nuevo año
Happy New Years everyone, it's been a fine year, one of the best, and i'm looking forward to an even better one this year. Of course, I won't be able to truly enjoy it. I had a fine last week of December however, lots of love, gifts, and all of those things associated with the holidays. I have a new L desk, a new laser printer, plenty of gaming essentials, lots of crap. If I didn't always focus on the negative so often, i'd be happy as a clam. Why am I not getting better?
I've been struck with terrible nightmares lately, one after the other. Nightmares ranging from spinal column serpents with a demonic skull holding me down on my bed with disembodied hands and wrapping themselves around me, to my rabbits clawing and killing each other, to all my coworkers collectively denouncing me and advising I quit before I get myself fired. Not since I was a little kid has it been this bad, I don't know what's wrong with me. Fortunately I have lots of Nyquil, and maybe I can medicate myself into a REMless sleep.
I don't know, this year of our lord 2006 both worries and excites me, I feel like nothing will change, even though everything will change. Damn it, I just want either something really fantastic or something tragic to happen to me this year. I'm tired of hanging in a limbo of apathy.
Give me what you've got world, I dare you.
I've been struck with terrible nightmares lately, one after the other. Nightmares ranging from spinal column serpents with a demonic skull holding me down on my bed with disembodied hands and wrapping themselves around me, to my rabbits clawing and killing each other, to all my coworkers collectively denouncing me and advising I quit before I get myself fired. Not since I was a little kid has it been this bad, I don't know what's wrong with me. Fortunately I have lots of Nyquil, and maybe I can medicate myself into a REMless sleep.
I don't know, this year of our lord 2006 both worries and excites me, I feel like nothing will change, even though everything will change. Damn it, I just want either something really fantastic or something tragic to happen to me this year. I'm tired of hanging in a limbo of apathy.
Give me what you've got world, I dare you.