Apr 24, 2006 21:12
Bought my ticket to Finland, i'm leaving in early June
Having several medical procedures done in the next month
Quitting my job in a couple of weeks
My job stole some of my passion for life and I need to take it back
Lost 100 lbs now, none of my clothes fit anymore
I have too much loose skin, I look terrible
Frantically trying to get everything together and keep myself sane
I feel sick to my stomach all the time
Drinking right now to alleviate some of my stress, I feel like Tweek from South Park sometimes
I don't feel like i'm in control of anything, time is flying by
I wish I could halt the turn of time and finish everything I need to in one day, I have problems coping with pressure
I don't talk much with anyone these days
I've changed, I need to take some stock of what's happened this past year
I want to sell alot of my stuff in the next month.
Escape is just what I needed
Need to bring myself back
I'll post again before I leave, when I have some of my sanity back