maybe its because ive been up for 38 hours straight ... when im tired im a lot more cynical
i hate school .. more than anything else in the world.
who the hell said senior year was easy?? im so incredibly stressed right now, i feel like crying.
not only have my grades reached their lowest point ever (ensuring my ranking to be 22 at best .. if i even manage to keep my 4.5)... but my SAT scores will be shame worthy as well.. im sure of it. both of these combined pretty much eliminate my chances of getting into any decent school.. and provide my parents with even more things to yell at me for.. joy.
if i survive this year (or even this semester) and manage to come out on top, i will have a new found respect for myself... because right now it seems impossible.
did i mention i hate school?
who the hell said senior year was easy?? im so incredibly stressed right now, i feel like crying.
not only have my grades reached their lowest point ever (ensuring my ranking to be 22 at best .. if i even manage to keep my 4.5)... but my SAT scores will be shame worthy as well.. im sure of it. both of these combined pretty much eliminate my chances of getting into any decent school.. and provide my parents with even more things to yell at me for.. joy.
if i survive this year (or even this semester) and manage to come out on top, i will have a new found respect for myself... because right now it seems impossible.
did i mention i hate school?