And this is why it's going to work
So this morning I had to say good-bye to Kevin for 3 months. This was so hard! Kevin and I get freaked out if we don't see each other for like 12 hours, and when we didn't see each other for a week, we were so depressed. How are we going to survive 3 months?!?
Yesterday, we decided we wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I sat in his room while he packed. I helped fold, but mostly we just kinda talked (about nothing of importance). His roommate moved out early evening, so I decided to spend my last night in Redlands in Kevin's room. As we were laying down in his bed just talking, he got really quiet. And I was like "Kevin, what's wrong? Why aren't you happy?" and I was very playful and happy about it. But he just remained really quiet. I put my face right in his face (in a playful way with my puppy dog eyes), and was like "What's wrong?" He just buried his face in his pillow because thinking about saying good-bye to me made him really sad. Through tears he said "I don't want to go home. I just want to stay here with you."
Of course I started crying because c'mon, what girl wouldn't cry at that? We just lay there holding each other for so long. It was so hard!!
Then later that night, we decided to stay up super late just enjoying each other's company. He told me random stories about his childhood, and wanted to hear stories about mine. It was really nice to have someone that genuinely interested in getting to know me (even though he knows me better than most anyone). The last thing he said to me before we went to sleep was "You know what I'm going to miss the most? Just sitting here and talking to you." And again, I started crying.
Did I mention I love him? Because I do....And guess what? I think he loves me, too.
We both cried today as we hugged good-bye. I miss him already, but we are going to be okay. I just know it. He makes me happier than anyone!
Yesterday, we decided we wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I sat in his room while he packed. I helped fold, but mostly we just kinda talked (about nothing of importance). His roommate moved out early evening, so I decided to spend my last night in Redlands in Kevin's room. As we were laying down in his bed just talking, he got really quiet. And I was like "Kevin, what's wrong? Why aren't you happy?" and I was very playful and happy about it. But he just remained really quiet. I put my face right in his face (in a playful way with my puppy dog eyes), and was like "What's wrong?" He just buried his face in his pillow because thinking about saying good-bye to me made him really sad. Through tears he said "I don't want to go home. I just want to stay here with you."
Of course I started crying because c'mon, what girl wouldn't cry at that? We just lay there holding each other for so long. It was so hard!!
Then later that night, we decided to stay up super late just enjoying each other's company. He told me random stories about his childhood, and wanted to hear stories about mine. It was really nice to have someone that genuinely interested in getting to know me (even though he knows me better than most anyone). The last thing he said to me before we went to sleep was "You know what I'm going to miss the most? Just sitting here and talking to you." And again, I started crying.
Did I mention I love him? Because I do....And guess what? I think he loves me, too.
We both cried today as we hugged good-bye. I miss him already, but we are going to be okay. I just know it. He makes me happier than anyone!