ramblings

[marscoug]

I find just posting helps these days... I miss being a couple. For awhile there it felt like the real deal, now it just feels like another college relationship that won't last for some stupid reason or other. Seriously, it sucks. between too mcuh school adn not enough Matt, I have had alot of issues dealing with the stress load that comes with music history. Tomorrow I will have to talk to Chris Nichter, just because I feel that I may be trying to do too much, so I will need to talk about dropping private conducting... it's just one thing too much. All i really want right now is the hours needed to get all the reading done for history and methods :(
and maybe a hug from someone special... depression sucks... and in my mood as of late, it only makes it worse :(