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so i ended up being up until five last night. Bad impact on my health. Speaking of which, i'm going on an all fruit and vegetable diet for a while. I need something to make me feel better plus i have to look decent in a bathing suit this summer. I just wish i could exercise. Kinda out of the question tho.
My mom wants to have a meeting with Ms. Starkweather about what she did. I kinda just want it all to go away. I have no urge to have her tell me those things again.
Seventy Days... I leave August 24th.
Am i sad?
You bet
Am i scared?
You bet
Am i excited?
You bet
Am i worried i'm not gonna make friends?
...sure thing...
I've never been good at making friends... It's gonna be ninth grade all over again.
Yep, i'm emo, get the fuck over it. I know i will.
My dreams were terrible last night, well this morning rather. I had dreams like i used to have. ...ah, this morning was just awful. all i wanted... mmmm
i was moping around the house all day hoping someone would call me and make me happy, no one did. i can't wait to leave.
My mom wants to have a meeting with Ms. Starkweather about what she did. I kinda just want it all to go away. I have no urge to have her tell me those things again.
Seventy Days... I leave August 24th.
Am i sad?
You bet
Am i scared?
You bet
Am i excited?
You bet
Am i worried i'm not gonna make friends?
...sure thing...
I've never been good at making friends... It's gonna be ninth grade all over again.
Yep, i'm emo, get the fuck over it. I know i will.
My dreams were terrible last night, well this morning rather. I had dreams like i used to have. ...ah, this morning was just awful. all i wanted... mmmm
i was moping around the house all day hoping someone would call me and make me happy, no one did. i can't wait to leave.