save tonight. fight the break of dawn.
sooo went to the rock show last night.
bombay.
my mom is lame and has been bugging me so much lately and i feel like i have to walk on egg shells.
she's like 'meh meh when are you getting a job, why dont you study for sat II's meh meh'
and i mean thats fine, i actually want a job but i dont like it when someones like breathing down my neck telling me to do it on their terms.
also, im kinda confused because if i get a job when school gets out on the 17th then thats all fine and well but then volleyball starts less than a month later on the 12th and then what is that, like barely 2 pay checks? is that even worth it. i dont know, whatever.
and then she wants me to work the snack bar on saturday night, but earlier on saturday im taking three sat II tests! i mean, i dont even gain anything from doing it either, its not like missing a saturday night to babysit or for work, its just like im gonna go work and not make anything. i mean, my parents get some money, but that doesnt help me. i understand that its good that i help out for hawaii and what not but on the day i take three tests.
but then im like, at least summer is coming, so then every day will be liek a saturday. so its not that bad to miss saturday in a way.
i mean three weeks, thats damn close.
so b.k. is really good. although he whistles when he sings slow songs when you play it loud. its cool though, i like it.
i was talking to virginia the other day and it makes me want to go college somewhere not here, like in teh south, texas or something liek that cuz they have reaaally cool accents and i think id like meeting the people there and seeing how different they are from us, and how different their lifestyle is, bla bla. you know, just a new experience, new culture, just newness. but then i remember that id hate the winters and then i get sad cuz i hate how the weather there restricts me from going there. thats shitty. i mean, i like snow, just only for like 2 weeks max at a time and only when i get to snowboard every day and play in a villaige at night. i am damn sure that i wouldnt like having to fully dress up just to go outside to get the paper, although i dont read the paper, but you got the idea. cuz thats shitty. i also wouldnt like shoveling snow so i could drive my car. entirely gay. so yeah guess im not going to texas or alabama. but what would be cool is if i did go there and then i met someone who had a really cool accent and then i brought him back to california and we lived here. and then californian talk would mix in with the texas drawal and itd be a rad combo. hm, so yeah.
ok so thats it for now.
p.s. this post is dedicated to brian.
bombay.
my mom is lame and has been bugging me so much lately and i feel like i have to walk on egg shells.
she's like 'meh meh when are you getting a job, why dont you study for sat II's meh meh'
and i mean thats fine, i actually want a job but i dont like it when someones like breathing down my neck telling me to do it on their terms.
also, im kinda confused because if i get a job when school gets out on the 17th then thats all fine and well but then volleyball starts less than a month later on the 12th and then what is that, like barely 2 pay checks? is that even worth it. i dont know, whatever.
and then she wants me to work the snack bar on saturday night, but earlier on saturday im taking three sat II tests! i mean, i dont even gain anything from doing it either, its not like missing a saturday night to babysit or for work, its just like im gonna go work and not make anything. i mean, my parents get some money, but that doesnt help me. i understand that its good that i help out for hawaii and what not but on the day i take three tests.
but then im like, at least summer is coming, so then every day will be liek a saturday. so its not that bad to miss saturday in a way.
i mean three weeks, thats damn close.
so b.k. is really good. although he whistles when he sings slow songs when you play it loud. its cool though, i like it.
i was talking to virginia the other day and it makes me want to go college somewhere not here, like in teh south, texas or something liek that cuz they have reaaally cool accents and i think id like meeting the people there and seeing how different they are from us, and how different their lifestyle is, bla bla. you know, just a new experience, new culture, just newness. but then i remember that id hate the winters and then i get sad cuz i hate how the weather there restricts me from going there. thats shitty. i mean, i like snow, just only for like 2 weeks max at a time and only when i get to snowboard every day and play in a villaige at night. i am damn sure that i wouldnt like having to fully dress up just to go outside to get the paper, although i dont read the paper, but you got the idea. cuz thats shitty. i also wouldnt like shoveling snow so i could drive my car. entirely gay. so yeah guess im not going to texas or alabama. but what would be cool is if i did go there and then i met someone who had a really cool accent and then i brought him back to california and we lived here. and then californian talk would mix in with the texas drawal and itd be a rad combo. hm, so yeah.
ok so thats it for now.
p.s. this post is dedicated to brian.