No more drama?
It seems like whenever one portion of my life settles down another one wants to stir up. I cannot believe the way things have unraveled and a year ago I would have NEVER predicted this outcome. Life continues to show me who and what is in charge. People say that things happen for a reason and I cannot wait to see the reason for all this newfound drama in my life. The sad part is I'm not really involved. I am uninvolved. I am kind of just observing the whole situation and its like watching a tragic car accident unfold right before your eyes. And there's nothing I can really do. I am just trying to keep a level head and stay positive, hoping some of my positive energy will rub off on others, though it has yet to be seen. I am just going to pray to God that He take care of it because if there's one thing I've learned this year is that I cannot take on the issues of others---I have enough of my own.
On a positive note, me and the boo are doing well. Its weird the way things have progressed so naturally between the two of us. We're not boyfriend and girlfriend yet and just when I start to feel anxious about that situation, I look at him and realize he's not ready. He's not ready. And I don't wanna be with him if he's not ready. His last relationship was so fresh and I'm doing the whole "supportive" thing whichcan SUCK at times, but I just keep reminding myself that anything worth having is worth sacrificing for. Good things rarely come easily. I often tell him that he's been the highlight of this year, and its true. All the drama that has come down on my head he's been relatively drama free. He keeps me sane and is ridiculously supportive. I feel like I've known him for such a long time and not just a mere 3 months. I am just so happy. And I think I'm able to be happy because I walked into our situation with little to no expectations and he has given me so much...
Okay, I'm getting gushy now and I need to do something productive today...damn this finals week!!!
On a positive note, me and the boo are doing well. Its weird the way things have progressed so naturally between the two of us. We're not boyfriend and girlfriend yet and just when I start to feel anxious about that situation, I look at him and realize he's not ready. He's not ready. And I don't wanna be with him if he's not ready. His last relationship was so fresh and I'm doing the whole "supportive" thing whichcan SUCK at times, but I just keep reminding myself that anything worth having is worth sacrificing for. Good things rarely come easily. I often tell him that he's been the highlight of this year, and its true. All the drama that has come down on my head he's been relatively drama free. He keeps me sane and is ridiculously supportive. I feel like I've known him for such a long time and not just a mere 3 months. I am just so happy. And I think I'm able to be happy because I walked into our situation with little to no expectations and he has given me so much...
Okay, I'm getting gushy now and I need to do something productive today...damn this finals week!!!