Torn Between the Two
So one side of my life is GREAT. The other not so great. Personally, I am doing really well. Devilish people tried to use their evilness to bring me down, but I am doing just fine. I am strong, confident, and filled with positive energy. I have met an incredible person who I enjoy spending time with, I have strong relationships with my friends, family, & ls's and I'm just not letting bullshit get me down. That being said, acadmeically, I'm doing horribly. I am having the damndest time focusing on anything academically related and my eye is definitely NOT on the prize. I have to buckle down or there will be C's on my report card...and that CANNOT happen.
But can I just focus on the good for one more night? lol. I am really happy with where I am personally right now. I cannot express what my ls's have brought into my life. They are each their own combination of crazy and we have sooo much fun together. I thank god everyday that they are in my life. Its just great to know each one of them. "Deep in my heart I love my AKA..."
Also personally, that man I was telling you about, well he's still hanging around strong and it seems like he really likes me. I'm actually about to go get dressed and go out with him (*smile*). I really, really, really, like him. And while, I am still cynical Adrienne and I'm still scared that the other shoe is going to drop, I am enjoying his company and his conversation and I just hope that this turns out positively for both of us and doesn't leave me disappointed yet again. I tried to enter the whole thing slowly/hesitantly, but for once I feel like whatever I give I'm getting that much back if not more. Wow, huh!!!! I'll keep you updated...
But can I just focus on the good for one more night? lol. I am really happy with where I am personally right now. I cannot express what my ls's have brought into my life. They are each their own combination of crazy and we have sooo much fun together. I thank god everyday that they are in my life. Its just great to know each one of them. "Deep in my heart I love my AKA..."
Also personally, that man I was telling you about, well he's still hanging around strong and it seems like he really likes me. I'm actually about to go get dressed and go out with him (*smile*). I really, really, really, like him. And while, I am still cynical Adrienne and I'm still scared that the other shoe is going to drop, I am enjoying his company and his conversation and I just hope that this turns out positively for both of us and doesn't leave me disappointed yet again. I tried to enter the whole thing slowly/hesitantly, but for once I feel like whatever I give I'm getting that much back if not more. Wow, huh!!!! I'll keep you updated...