jealous over a computer game..................
First off, my best friend Stacy FINALLY got a lj and that makes me VERY happy. I have been trying for almost a YEAR to get her to get one and someone beat me to it and now she has one of her own....yeah
I hate to admit it, but I am jealous over a computer game. Not to the point where I would make him choose between me and the game, but jealous none the less. I have tried to play games myself in hopes of overcoming the stupidity of the situation, but it has not worked yet.
I fear that one day he may choose games over a life with me. That is a hard thing to deal with.
I love him.
I will work with him and support him.
But I do not want to continue my life this way.
Side note: I just got an im from Amanda and David is FINALLY going to be this way again. I am so happy for her.
A lot of this is ramble, I am EXTREMELY tired yet cannot fall asleep.
Again.
Figures.
I see a new shrink this Wednesday.
Maybe THEY can help me.
God knows I need it.
I hate to admit it, but I am jealous over a computer game. Not to the point where I would make him choose between me and the game, but jealous none the less. I have tried to play games myself in hopes of overcoming the stupidity of the situation, but it has not worked yet.
I fear that one day he may choose games over a life with me. That is a hard thing to deal with.
I love him.
I will work with him and support him.
But I do not want to continue my life this way.
Side note: I just got an im from Amanda and David is FINALLY going to be this way again. I am so happy for her.
A lot of this is ramble, I am EXTREMELY tired yet cannot fall asleep.
Again.
Figures.
I see a new shrink this Wednesday.
Maybe THEY can help me.
God knows I need it.