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Had to get my hair cut again as the mullet wasn't really working all too well. Felt really intune with my emotions today. Wanted to get away from my fear of irrational pain. Sometimes, I just need you to hate me so I can feel this real.

It seems like decades since I've written. Lauren came and went. Our adventure was constant and I learned so much about myself and the workings of other people. My functioning is subtler now and perhaps more fluid. Thought is action. Mistakes are preplaned as a way to get us to notice. Hung out with William and his Chris. Drank with Natalie and ( Read more... )

My sex drive has been rediculous as of late. Masturbated 7 times yesturday. Sex. Sex. Sex. We were forced to watch a sex scene in some movie in English class. Torture. Hilarity ensues. Will be around boys today. I will control my urges. Release my energy elsewhere. Run off to the bathroom if I need to. Free me from my desires. Bought the Toa I ( Read more... )