(no subject)
"Your drag me through the razorwire
you tear open these wounds
you steal your breath from a drowning man
yet you wonder why he haunts you"
Ive never stood here before, this has escalated beyond the point of control or sanity.
Im being faced with so many things right now, its hard to even keep them straight.
The one chewing on me at the moment, is that I feel betrayed from a few angles. There has been some serious manipulation here, of course the person who did it refuses to see or admit it, because it suits their interests and wants but making something appear black and white when you know it isnt seems reprehensible to me, especially if it causes a string of circumstances and situations to arise that may very well have not if they had behaved another way. The saddest part right now is that someone got dupped into doing something and continuing a behaviour that had they known the score may have not been pursued, or at least not like this. Now things become complex and dangerous and several parties stand to be very hurt and have things that they valued greatly destroyed.
I was once told that living the way I and the others involved choose to requires more concern, more awareness, more compassion and a great many other things than being like all the rest around us, not less, as many of the pinks tend to believe.
With great freedom, comes great responsibility.
you tear open these wounds
you steal your breath from a drowning man
yet you wonder why he haunts you"
Ive never stood here before, this has escalated beyond the point of control or sanity.
Im being faced with so many things right now, its hard to even keep them straight.
The one chewing on me at the moment, is that I feel betrayed from a few angles. There has been some serious manipulation here, of course the person who did it refuses to see or admit it, because it suits their interests and wants but making something appear black and white when you know it isnt seems reprehensible to me, especially if it causes a string of circumstances and situations to arise that may very well have not if they had behaved another way. The saddest part right now is that someone got dupped into doing something and continuing a behaviour that had they known the score may have not been pursued, or at least not like this. Now things become complex and dangerous and several parties stand to be very hurt and have things that they valued greatly destroyed.
I was once told that living the way I and the others involved choose to requires more concern, more awareness, more compassion and a great many other things than being like all the rest around us, not less, as many of the pinks tend to believe.
With great freedom, comes great responsibility.