Jul 02, 2003 10:17
Hello all, sorry about not updating in a wile. Im still grounded from the internet! :'( Well heres whats been happening latley....
Well me and lishy have been seeing alot of eachother! I really wanna date her...But its not time yet, I know shes not over ryan, i can see it in her eyes. Sometimes when i look at them i just know that she has been crying. And she thinks that she will freak me out, and she just wont open...And thats ALL i really want. I dont just want alicia, I want Alicia Lynn Diliberti. I know how she feels, i wanna know her past, i wanna know it all. Like i guess that she's got this kinky side to her, and im just not seein it. And i read her journal last night and it said something about me saying sometimes i feel like kissing you and sometimes i dont. Thats not it all. It's just that I dont wanna rush her at all! I mean she just got out of a 9month relationship! And that takes time!!!! And i just dont wanna be the rebound. It's just that sometimes i really feel like it's right.....but then i see her eyes....and i know its not. I dont know im just weird!
But other than that i havent really been up to much. Just workin and doin community service. Yeah community service....I do it at L'Anse Cruse summer day camp. Its pretty fun! I used to go there when i was younger...and now i work there. (It's a day care for kids whose parents work during the summer. And they go on feild trips and stuff) And now i have authority over the kids, im allowed to tell them what to do! HaHa its great fun! Im allowed to hand out camp cash, which is like these lil ticets that camp councilers give out for good behavior (ME) and they collect them and the later on they can buy stuff at the camp store. Its pretty cool! I go twice a week. Mondays and thursdays. The only thing that sucks about it is i gotta start at 8 30! So i gotta wake up at 7! AAAHHHHH!!!!! But i have alot of fun there!
Well today i was saposed to hang out with JOSHIE!!! HeHe but i decided that i would rather go up the my cuzin scotts house...hes got a pond and a pool and just hang out with my cuzins! So thats why im up so early! HaHa! Well i betta go finish getting ready!
Love yas!
-Mark-