Jun 17, 2003 23:27
Hey evreyone, what is going on? Not alot here just chillin!!!! Ok well i cant talk for long cuz my brother might come home soon and see that im on his lap top, so lets just talk about my night reel quick......
Well lets just say it was great!!! HaHaHA alicia came over and we hung out in my bed. It was reel fun, but im a lil disapointed in myself! She touched my lips, said i had soft lips, and i dident even kiss her!!! Oh god im such a loser! HaHaAh and i was also gonna ask her out, but then again i chikened out. I keep telling myself that im waiting for the perfect moment, when is there gonna be another perfect moment like tonight? GOD IM A LOSER!!! HaHaHA well next time, i feel its right. I really do wanna go back out with alica, im just scared that it wont work out like last time. i dont want our realtionship to be like it was, and i really dont think that shes totally over ryan. Espechially since her last journal entry she said she was crying all night......bout what? Most liley ryan. So yeah. Well gotta go
-Mark-