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continued from earlier.... you should prolly read the one before this first....
(cuz hella people are gunna read this and all.. haha)
ok so i just got back from the diner with brian and kyle... so anyways... i have this deep feeling that im not going to get into san francisco... i really wanna go there (other than rider) but for some reason i just dont think that ill get in...
ive been feeling kinda empty... like im not living life at all.. right now ive just been so stressed about this college shit... the whole not even planing on going to a university was awesome... i didnt have to worry about anything... i was basicly carefree... and now i feel obligated to go to one... as much as i cant afford it... and dont think ill fit in seeing as all i do in high school is cheat and copy... in college i prolly wont be able to do that.. ill have to study.. and work for my grades... and well.. im jsut a lazy ass... im retarded...
speaking of retards.... blayne got this shit beat outta him today in the bathroom by max... blaynes face is fucked up... kids are retarded... fighting is so over rated.... im pretty sure if you dont like someone... just dont talk to them... whatev...
well... im going to bed... this is kinda a pointless entry.... but you should prolly read the other one... its somewhat heartfelt...
oh and this is me and my best friend snellings girlfriend Brittany who i love... shes rad...
love love love... later
(cuz hella people are gunna read this and all.. haha)
ok so i just got back from the diner with brian and kyle... so anyways... i have this deep feeling that im not going to get into san francisco... i really wanna go there (other than rider) but for some reason i just dont think that ill get in...
ive been feeling kinda empty... like im not living life at all.. right now ive just been so stressed about this college shit... the whole not even planing on going to a university was awesome... i didnt have to worry about anything... i was basicly carefree... and now i feel obligated to go to one... as much as i cant afford it... and dont think ill fit in seeing as all i do in high school is cheat and copy... in college i prolly wont be able to do that.. ill have to study.. and work for my grades... and well.. im jsut a lazy ass... im retarded...
speaking of retards.... blayne got this shit beat outta him today in the bathroom by max... blaynes face is fucked up... kids are retarded... fighting is so over rated.... im pretty sure if you dont like someone... just dont talk to them... whatev...
well... im going to bed... this is kinda a pointless entry.... but you should prolly read the other one... its somewhat heartfelt...
oh and this is me and my best friend snellings girlfriend Brittany who i love... shes rad...
love love love... later