May 30, 2004 09:18
Ok! So I just wrote another three page entry. And then I completely deleted right off of the computer. This sucks monkey balls. But at least this time I can be a little bit more chronologically correct. So this week was the last week of school, and it sorta sucked because it consisted of me falling asleep in class. OH except for watching Antigone in English class. Um, woah, that was like a soft core porno right there, and it was crazy. After 50 minutes of getting no where in the plot (basically, 5 people run around and grope everthing in sight- eachother, the trees, the grass, and rocks. oh and that water scene, that was just hott!) actually not really. Pukable, but very fun to imitate. This week, I was making Emily's birthday card which was crazy long. Cutting out pictures? Yay! Gluing them to me? Not yay! Residual glue still on the side of my arm? Yes there is! hmmm, shower time! So then we had our first exam on Friday, and that was Spanish. Nothing too bad, and it didnt even take that long. Then I did stuff and went babysitting. Then on Saturday, I got up and got my hair cut and went shopping with Mommy!We had such a fun day. Then it was time for Emily's party, and we all met at Friday's! Dinner was fun, and we got to meet a few of Emily's friends. They're all really cool, and fun to talk to. And I got to see Felicia and Arielle again. They're so awesome, it sorta pisses me off that I don't go to school there anymore. But oh well, poop on that.
Then came the real party part. It was sooooooo much fun. There was woah times of dancing, and then woah times of sitting there and watching people dancing like woah. Question? What does "woah" mean? I dunno, but I like the way it accents my writing. There were quite a few people here. We got to meet everyone that Emily tells us stories about, and I absolutely LOVE Rhonda. Yay for her! And of course Alyssa, but I know her so its different. The Tsygan twins were really frisky last night, humping everyone, and everything (the christmas lights he humped: i will never look at them the same way again). At the beginning of the party, I had walked outside for a moment, and Josh came out too. We went for a mini walk, and eveyone came out because they thought we were hooking up. That was kind of funny. And no, we weren't lol. Josh= sooo amazing. Because he puts up with me even though he hates it. As he informed me last night. But I should clarify. Dearest Josh, its not that I went ewwwww when i was thinking about being with you (as I was telling you in my story), it was more of a feeling of unnaturalness, because that is just so weird.... you know? Its like, really really really strange. I'm so close with you, but in a not going out sort of way. I'm thinking up a really cute nickname for you. I'll let you know when I have it. Ok changing topics.... now! Emily did a performance for us on top of the stairs. All I can say is: Poles are Out! StairRailings are the new dance equipment! Oh yes- we'll have to see if they catch on as quickly as the poles did. At some point in the night, me and Whitney got to have such an awesome heart to heart. I talked, she listened, and understood. And cared, which is like, woah. And the same for her. I feel like I have a lot more introspection into the world of Whitney. And I like that because she is such an amazing, genuine person. I never have to worry that shes mad at me, because if she was, she'd tell me. No behind the back bullshit. And she totally gets where I'm coming from. And I hope the feeling's mutual! Ahhhhhh STALE GOLDFISH. Those were nasty, and It's all my little obsessive fault, because I HADDDDD to eat them. Woah bad idea, they were pukable. But then again, I ate enought food for like three weeks. It was crazy, it was Jewishy, and I loved it. Ah, and refering to the faith- I got to know Shane a lot better, and I've made my decision that I love him. I wasn't sure about him at first, because of last summer and all of that- I hadn't gotten the chance to know him. But now I have, and he's a really really great guy and I love that Leah has that. Same thing for Katie and Peter, they are just the cutest couple in the entire world. Sometimes, when the couple thing is going on, its weird. But not with them. Yayness! And the new guy for Rachael- he's adorable too! Such a nice kid, he'll fit into the group like woah. Dani and Josh came over to visit and that was really funny because Dani looked like a grown up.
After everyone started to leave, we sleepingover-ers sat down and watched some TV. And then the talking started. And I can't believe how much we went over last night. I finally explained my whole fear of penii, and may have resolved it. No that doesn't mean its gone, but I understand it better.... Some of the things I heard I might rather not have, but its ok, im a mature person and I can handle it. Actually no. But thats ok. It was one of those crazy "confession" nights. And then Amanda's phone calls. lolol. And Leah's stories.... and next weeks plans. Then we got off the whole sex topic. Prior to this point, various others had fallen asleep. Rachael and Katie moved upstairs because we were reallllly loud- Mommy hendel, bless her, might not be able to look at us the same way if in fact she heard what we were saying. Then the God talk ensued, and its really weird but I'm not sure.... I have to actually think about it one day. I sorta don't think about it on purpose. But damn I got some good ideas for religious and cultural programming last night. It was crazy, all of a sudden it just popped into my head. Actually its just one idea, and its not even that good. Ah poop. Ahh it was sooo funny, we had been at Friday's and I was talking about getting a colored gloss on my hair, and then 3 minutes later, Amanda and Whitney had completely talked me out of doing it. It was nuts. I know who to call whenever Matt's doing his "suicidal" bs, because they could talk anyone out of anything. Lol. So back to the evening conversation. Then everyone but Whit and Leah fell asleep. And i fell asleep. And woke up an hour later, and started talking where I left off. lol- and then my Wonderball outburst. WTF is with that wonderball? There's nothing so "wonderous" about it, and it pisses me off. I dreamt about them for like ever, it was really bizzare. Then I just faded right back out of the coversation, and it was like 4:30 at this point.
I woke up at 8 this morning, and now I'm updating of Emily's computer because no one else is awake and its sad. Well actually, its like 10 now, and I think i hear the pitter patter of little feet. Yay!!!! alright, so have fun with this massive entry. One exam left!!! Tuesday!!! Bio!!! woo hoo, then we're completely done.
whats in a wonder, whats in a wonder, whats in a wonder Ball?!!??!