Random Thoughts
If I had a near complete control of my emotions and would never worry about anything, would I stop being what I am? Would I lose a little bit of humanity? Would life be completely boring and how would I deal with unhappy events in life that require certain uncontrollable emotions? Would I turn into a complete jerk if I was confident about myself?
Can anyone ever truly understand? Will anyone ever say the right things to help me help myself and figure out things? And if so, will it just be too much to put up with? Will they still be there when I finally...hmm...mature..I suppose would be the word?
Should a person of respectable age continue living their unsatisfying life just because they believe grass is not greener and are too tired and settled down to start all over again? Is it better to be comfortably unhappy?
Sometimes I wonder if all my problems would be solved if I had lived in like 14h century when I wouldn't have had time to worry about my fucked up emotions and insecurity. If my only purpose had been keeping myself alive day after day, would I indeed be happier? Or would life be worth living?
These random thoughts were brought to you by boredom and overdosage of diet coke
Can anyone ever truly understand? Will anyone ever say the right things to help me help myself and figure out things? And if so, will it just be too much to put up with? Will they still be there when I finally...hmm...mature..I suppose would be the word?
Should a person of respectable age continue living their unsatisfying life just because they believe grass is not greener and are too tired and settled down to start all over again? Is it better to be comfortably unhappy?
Sometimes I wonder if all my problems would be solved if I had lived in like 14h century when I wouldn't have had time to worry about my fucked up emotions and insecurity. If my only purpose had been keeping myself alive day after day, would I indeed be happier? Or would life be worth living?
These random thoughts were brought to you by boredom and overdosage of diet coke