word to the wise, never compromise
time seems to slow every time i am at work. but i guess i can't complain much about my job. it's not hard, and for the most part i enjoy it. the down time is actually the worst part. i really want to be doing something i feel like i'm gonna get somewhere tho. cuz as far as connextions goes, i'm sure i'm as far up the ladder as i'm going to get. Not that i'm in a bad position, but i want more than this.
been thinking bout trying to enroll in school this fall. altho i've said that before and never went through with it. but i would only go for something i could do like an 18 month course for. and i'd never have money cuz i'd have to pay for it myself. been thinking bout either medical transcription or like medical assistant, i don't think that's the right word... like the people who work in the doctors office and make appointments and file paper work. that type of thing. i think that would be something i would enjoy. but i really need to start thinking bout that. i'm already 20 and i don't wanna be headed nowhere already. and ya gotta start somewhere right?
it's so hard staying away from someone you love so much. sucks shit has to be the way it is. but i'm trying my hardest to stay positive. and i'd say i've been doing pretty damn well. better than before. thats for sure.
maybe change can be good...
i'm looking forward to the hed pe concert. april 14th. the only thing i'm looking forward to currently.
i honestly wish i could go to a concert every day of my life, the atmosphere is the better than anything else in the world. like my dream job would be one of the people that travel wit the band and sell the merch at the merch booths. that would be the shit. altho i know that's just a dream, but it'd be the shit.
so back to work i suppose. i don't have much to do. might just read instead. i'm reading breaking dawn, the last book in the twilight series. hah. i'm a twilight geek. but the books are good. i can't wait to get to the end.
off to work, read, then chill with ber and blaze.
♥
been thinking bout trying to enroll in school this fall. altho i've said that before and never went through with it. but i would only go for something i could do like an 18 month course for. and i'd never have money cuz i'd have to pay for it myself. been thinking bout either medical transcription or like medical assistant, i don't think that's the right word... like the people who work in the doctors office and make appointments and file paper work. that type of thing. i think that would be something i would enjoy. but i really need to start thinking bout that. i'm already 20 and i don't wanna be headed nowhere already. and ya gotta start somewhere right?
it's so hard staying away from someone you love so much. sucks shit has to be the way it is. but i'm trying my hardest to stay positive. and i'd say i've been doing pretty damn well. better than before. thats for sure.
maybe change can be good...
i'm looking forward to the hed pe concert. april 14th. the only thing i'm looking forward to currently.
i honestly wish i could go to a concert every day of my life, the atmosphere is the better than anything else in the world. like my dream job would be one of the people that travel wit the band and sell the merch at the merch booths. that would be the shit. altho i know that's just a dream, but it'd be the shit.
so back to work i suppose. i don't have much to do. might just read instead. i'm reading breaking dawn, the last book in the twilight series. hah. i'm a twilight geek. but the books are good. i can't wait to get to the end.
off to work, read, then chill with ber and blaze.
♥