Another weird day down
So I didn't go to sleep last night until this morning without really realizing the time. I didn't take a melatonin so, despite being EXHAUSTED, I just kept going and didn't sleep. By the time I thought I should I felt sick.
I slept weird until 1pm (yeah, I know) and have felt a bit foggy all day. I had to get out of the house for a little bit because I haven't left or had real human contact in about three days. Sure, I did a quick Boxing Day jaunt but that really doesn't count. All I've been doing is computer stuff, watching marathons on TV (today is HP 3-5) and sleeping. So I took Coconut for a walk.
Found out she doesn't like snowmen or statue things people put up around their yard. One house we passed has a fence with pillars and at the top are stone carved lions. Yup, Coconut was none too pleased with those. While we were on the way back we took the alley behind our block so I could throw out her poop bag and a neighbour was also walking his dog. This neighbour is pretty creepy and lets his dogs shit wherever they want. He's... odd. My mom doesn't like him, I think he's a dirty old man but COCONUT HATES HIM. She has since she arrived but this afternoon she went off in a way I've NEVER seen. She was snarling and straining quite hard to get to him.
She never even barks at other dogs when she sees them, so this is a big deal.
Anyhoodle. Had something to eat because I thought maybe not eating all day was making me feel off but shortly after I felt way worse. I don't know what's up. It's not the flu or anything, I just feel... sick. Glad I have one more day before I go back to work for my whopping 2.5 days but I really, really need to go back to work. I need structure.
I think my anti-depressants are having something to do with the way I've been feeling lately. I don't think they're working 100% (although I am feeling somewhat better) and my head often feels like it's been shocked. I think it's also causing me to have a lot more dreams but I can't remember them. I just know that throughout the day I get flashes or near-remembrances of dreams that I can never quite pin down what they're about. Like when you have a name on the tip of your tongue that you KNOW but can't remember.
So that's today's non-update update. I also posted a huge chunk of the backlog of icons that I spoke of yesterday! Some of them are over three years old. *facepalm* Most of them are old; the only new ones are the SHIELD ones.
20 x The Avengers
55 x Random movies
66 x The Secret Circle (along with one too-large-for-LJ one that I can't be bothered to remove)
75 x Agents of SHIELD
See all 200+ icons here at rockstar_pink.
I slept weird until 1pm (yeah, I know) and have felt a bit foggy all day. I had to get out of the house for a little bit because I haven't left or had real human contact in about three days. Sure, I did a quick Boxing Day jaunt but that really doesn't count. All I've been doing is computer stuff, watching marathons on TV (today is HP 3-5) and sleeping. So I took Coconut for a walk.
Found out she doesn't like snowmen or statue things people put up around their yard. One house we passed has a fence with pillars and at the top are stone carved lions. Yup, Coconut was none too pleased with those. While we were on the way back we took the alley behind our block so I could throw out her poop bag and a neighbour was also walking his dog. This neighbour is pretty creepy and lets his dogs shit wherever they want. He's... odd. My mom doesn't like him, I think he's a dirty old man but COCONUT HATES HIM. She has since she arrived but this afternoon she went off in a way I've NEVER seen. She was snarling and straining quite hard to get to him.
She never even barks at other dogs when she sees them, so this is a big deal.
Anyhoodle. Had something to eat because I thought maybe not eating all day was making me feel off but shortly after I felt way worse. I don't know what's up. It's not the flu or anything, I just feel... sick. Glad I have one more day before I go back to work for my whopping 2.5 days but I really, really need to go back to work. I need structure.
I think my anti-depressants are having something to do with the way I've been feeling lately. I don't think they're working 100% (although I am feeling somewhat better) and my head often feels like it's been shocked. I think it's also causing me to have a lot more dreams but I can't remember them. I just know that throughout the day I get flashes or near-remembrances of dreams that I can never quite pin down what they're about. Like when you have a name on the tip of your tongue that you KNOW but can't remember.
So that's today's non-update update. I also posted a huge chunk of the backlog of icons that I spoke of yesterday! Some of them are over three years old. *facepalm* Most of them are old; the only new ones are the SHIELD ones.
20 x The Avengers
55 x Random movies
66 x The Secret Circle (along with one too-large-for-LJ one that I can't be bothered to remove)
75 x Agents of SHIELD
See all 200+ icons here at rockstar_pink.