Feeling Brand New, Take Two
One of my clients paid me three times what I was expecting -- it's a sign July is going to be fucking sizzling. Now that I've taken care of the things my circle needs, it's back to bitches and business now. XD I'm trying to keep my mind from racing -- I'm looking at about 8000 words before I can really take a break and wind down for the evening. But oh well, fuck it - I've been out all day with Nicki the Hustler, and I'm still feeling like a bad bitch, so why the fuck not? JT isn't going to be home until tomorrow, poor pumpkin. Oh lord, today I learned exactly why I'm a childfree bitch - holy crap, sugar + kids = TOTAL FUCKING CHAOS. I ground my teeth so many times I oughta be a herbivore right about now.
LOL, got hit on by a certain femme fatale, but I'm going to pump my brakes and drive slow on that one. I always consider the state of mind people are in when they do the things they do. Not that this door doesn't swing both ways but ...eh, I'm not really hurting for anything. I need to totally get this business rocking and rolling again before I start thinking about honeyboys and sugargirls anyway. Ol' gal can take a number, I'm chill on that right now. I'll still be in her life, but I tend to avoid converting friends into lovers for a reason. It never works out for me because I am who I am and they are who they are.
Yet...I'm still curious at what people actually see in me. Half the time I'm pissed off, two twitches away from a bipolar meltdown and I speak in the imperative the way chefs put butter into every damn thing. I'm a loudmouth on high and I love every fucking minute. So I don't get why people are into me when they always get the straight up truth no chaser from me. Maybe I'm getting my wish of people actually dealing with reality for a change? Dunno.
I need to make bread tonight - could use some sammiches. Nothing like fresh bread, and I made a double batch last night so all I gotta do is bake & eat. Woo!
Clients are starting out the month very hungry, and I love that shit so much. Still eyeballing Clearing His Frustrations - it's my Renji/Ichigo one-shot set in business land - pinstripes, drinks, and plenty of action - oh my! I'm having a blast, but I can't seem to get to the action! I've got the setup perfect, finally - you know I can't just jump into the sex. I always like showing the reader why these two men are getting together for some good times in the first place. I think one day I might do a reverse where I start with the romantic interlude and spiral out from there, but that's hard to pull off. *pets failed erotica sadly*
Then there's the story JT & I are writing - he writes a round, I respond with another round. It's more of an "us" thing rather than a public thing, but it's still hellaciously fun.
You know, I really don't have that much to say right now. I'm happy - over the fucking moon and so up in my spaceship I could get from here to Alpha fuckin' Centauri without feeling tired, and I'm getting paid (always puts a smile on my little empire building face), I've got my JT (even though I have to share *pouts*), and we've got the whole future ahead of us.
OH!.
It's JULY SECOND - MY BIRTHDAY MONTH, AHEM. I told you I have an ego - so hence, it's all about me and mine for 31 days :D So um... There Will Be Porn. That's what I demand, LOL. I'll be trying to finish things like:
High Like Planes, the response to Not Even Gravity - my letter rounds between Ichigo and Renji - if you haven't seen it, it's tagged in my LJ or on my FF.net account. (quickwrites collection)
Moonbathing, "The Silver-Emerald Colloid-Collusion Part Two", walking further into the Aizen/Gin/Ulquiorra tangle
Clearing His Frustrations - Renji/Ichigo, business meeting pleasure for coffee and fun
Sittin' Sideways - Renji/Ichigo - Ichigo runs, Renji chases - who wins?
Sliding Doors and Open Whispers - Renji/Ichigo/Rukia - (new story), explores an open marriage after truths have been revealed [inspired by a real life friend's journey - will bea while before that one's ready for public press, lol]
Lavender Scented Memories of Crimson - yes, darlings, a new chapter! Renji/Ichigo/ensemble - BDSM and the bonds of perpetual D/s handled with a gentle hand. My favorite story, I think
I'm going to start there. I need to finish The Pillars Series... but that can wait a bit. I might throw an update or two in there if I can :D
Alright, I still have about 7000 words left before I can shut my eyelids again, so I gotta run.
LOL, got hit on by a certain femme fatale, but I'm going to pump my brakes and drive slow on that one. I always consider the state of mind people are in when they do the things they do. Not that this door doesn't swing both ways but ...eh, I'm not really hurting for anything. I need to totally get this business rocking and rolling again before I start thinking about honeyboys and sugargirls anyway. Ol' gal can take a number, I'm chill on that right now. I'll still be in her life, but I tend to avoid converting friends into lovers for a reason. It never works out for me because I am who I am and they are who they are.
Yet...I'm still curious at what people actually see in me. Half the time I'm pissed off, two twitches away from a bipolar meltdown and I speak in the imperative the way chefs put butter into every damn thing. I'm a loudmouth on high and I love every fucking minute. So I don't get why people are into me when they always get the straight up truth no chaser from me. Maybe I'm getting my wish of people actually dealing with reality for a change? Dunno.
I need to make bread tonight - could use some sammiches. Nothing like fresh bread, and I made a double batch last night so all I gotta do is bake & eat. Woo!
Clients are starting out the month very hungry, and I love that shit so much. Still eyeballing Clearing His Frustrations - it's my Renji/Ichigo one-shot set in business land - pinstripes, drinks, and plenty of action - oh my! I'm having a blast, but I can't seem to get to the action! I've got the setup perfect, finally - you know I can't just jump into the sex. I always like showing the reader why these two men are getting together for some good times in the first place. I think one day I might do a reverse where I start with the romantic interlude and spiral out from there, but that's hard to pull off. *pets failed erotica sadly*
Then there's the story JT & I are writing - he writes a round, I respond with another round. It's more of an "us" thing rather than a public thing, but it's still hellaciously fun.
You know, I really don't have that much to say right now. I'm happy - over the fucking moon and so up in my spaceship I could get from here to Alpha fuckin' Centauri without feeling tired, and I'm getting paid (always puts a smile on my little empire building face), I've got my JT (even though I have to share *pouts*), and we've got the whole future ahead of us.
OH!.
It's JULY SECOND - MY BIRTHDAY MONTH, AHEM. I told you I have an ego - so hence, it's all about me and mine for 31 days :D So um... There Will Be Porn. That's what I demand, LOL. I'll be trying to finish things like:
High Like Planes, the response to Not Even Gravity - my letter rounds between Ichigo and Renji - if you haven't seen it, it's tagged in my LJ or on my FF.net account. (quickwrites collection)
Moonbathing, "The Silver-Emerald Colloid-Collusion Part Two", walking further into the Aizen/Gin/Ulquiorra tangle
Clearing His Frustrations - Renji/Ichigo, business meeting pleasure for coffee and fun
Sittin' Sideways - Renji/Ichigo - Ichigo runs, Renji chases - who wins?
Sliding Doors and Open Whispers - Renji/Ichigo/Rukia - (new story), explores an open marriage after truths have been revealed [inspired by a real life friend's journey - will bea while before that one's ready for public press, lol]
Lavender Scented Memories of Crimson - yes, darlings, a new chapter! Renji/Ichigo/ensemble - BDSM and the bonds of perpetual D/s handled with a gentle hand. My favorite story, I think
I'm going to start there. I need to finish The Pillars Series... but that can wait a bit. I might throw an update or two in there if I can :D
Alright, I still have about 7000 words left before I can shut my eyelids again, so I gotta run.