Jun 05, 2005 10:10
you know, many people judge me, everyone judges everyone, but people dont know why i do the things i do, im not a mean person at all, like really, people shouldnt judge me when im drunk either, i never used to drink, and now i have my reasons for doing it, and when i am "intoxicated", my life is sooo careless, and i dont think about all the stupid crap in my life, i just do what i want, and say what i have always wanted to, that i never do.
I need to talk to someone that i was very rude to last night, and i remember everything this morning, and i seriously feel like shit for doing it, so i will be giving them a call later
I am soo sorry for scaring everyone about the driving thing last night... she was fine.. but i know it scared u guys.. sorry and thanks for caring!!
BOYS... well i was interested in someone but that was a bust for my own reason, so im just enjoying the single life and doing what i want to do, I think the real reason why i never did that was because i was scared of getting the "slut" reputation, but i am soooo far from slut, like anyone who is close to me can see that... and the last random hook up was last summer soo really... i just wanna have fun!!!
sorry to everyone that was involved with anything with me last night.. im still debating if it was a reallly legit night... or a hugge bust... i need to figure it out..