life is weird
my life lately has been so different from like last year, my grades are up, im with Alix Morris and Tanya like everyday, i miss jessie too.., im on a new soccer team, if im not playing soccer, im at the gym, im single, and i have something different to look forward to every week. I am happy, and sad at the same time, which comes out to mellow.
This weekend has been a weekend where i can think about things. I have realized, i have friends that would do anything for me, I have one of those friends, where when im not with them, i miss them. ALix was gone this weekend, and i was soo sad, i wanted to call her to say hi because she really is like the bestest friend you can have. I was with tanya and i would do anything for her.
i feel bad, My 2 best friends are the only ones that can drive within all the girls, so they always end up being the DD for everyone, which sucks because they want to drink, and im soemone who really doesnt care to drink or not, i cant drive. So this weekend i let tanya drink and i told her i would drive. So i did and my friend ended up having a good night. i know the consequences, and people may think its stupid, but really, my friend deserves to have a good night. Then me kallie, demtetri, and his cousin, went to brents house where i again fell asleep on the couch, and they wake me up at 3 in the morning, and ask me if i can drive because they are all drunk. So i drive when we are in downtown orange, on the freeway.
Last night i was with Tanya, Kyle, and jose. Where all of us were having such an "emo" night. 1 of us was upset because a certain someone is confusing them with realtionships, which isnt cool, another 1 of us got in a fight with a friend, and another one of us, was trying to deal with something that was really bugging them this weekend. And then the other one, was drunk off their ass and had nothing to complain about. So tanya had to leave, and me and kyle just slept at joses where we just talked about everything.
I know people have been judging me, especially from my last 2 post, but really, people have to understand that was for me, and i dotn care what it sounded like, I was upset, i had so much anger in me last week, and i dont take it back, but i am sorry.
i found out how to track down anonymous postings, so you can leave one, but i know who you are now, and i am screening anonymous comments, so just so you know....
Tonight... there will be a smile on my face, no matter what
Next weekend will be 10x better, this weekend sucked because something that i thought would make me happy, couldnt happen, so next weekend for sure!
This weekend has been a weekend where i can think about things. I have realized, i have friends that would do anything for me, I have one of those friends, where when im not with them, i miss them. ALix was gone this weekend, and i was soo sad, i wanted to call her to say hi because she really is like the bestest friend you can have. I was with tanya and i would do anything for her.
i feel bad, My 2 best friends are the only ones that can drive within all the girls, so they always end up being the DD for everyone, which sucks because they want to drink, and im soemone who really doesnt care to drink or not, i cant drive. So this weekend i let tanya drink and i told her i would drive. So i did and my friend ended up having a good night. i know the consequences, and people may think its stupid, but really, my friend deserves to have a good night. Then me kallie, demtetri, and his cousin, went to brents house where i again fell asleep on the couch, and they wake me up at 3 in the morning, and ask me if i can drive because they are all drunk. So i drive when we are in downtown orange, on the freeway.
Last night i was with Tanya, Kyle, and jose. Where all of us were having such an "emo" night. 1 of us was upset because a certain someone is confusing them with realtionships, which isnt cool, another 1 of us got in a fight with a friend, and another one of us, was trying to deal with something that was really bugging them this weekend. And then the other one, was drunk off their ass and had nothing to complain about. So tanya had to leave, and me and kyle just slept at joses where we just talked about everything.
I know people have been judging me, especially from my last 2 post, but really, people have to understand that was for me, and i dotn care what it sounded like, I was upset, i had so much anger in me last week, and i dont take it back, but i am sorry.
i found out how to track down anonymous postings, so you can leave one, but i know who you are now, and i am screening anonymous comments, so just so you know....
Tonight... there will be a smile on my face, no matter what
Next weekend will be 10x better, this weekend sucked because something that i thought would make me happy, couldnt happen, so next weekend for sure!