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[mariposa831]

it all happened too fast. right now im waiting to here from my mom...she's coming back on the bus and she says she's almost here. i drove to work to let them know i wouldnt be able to go to todays orientation and well obviiously not tomorrow...and i cried...i cired on the way over there and on the way back...i just cant believe it. i was with him...i was there and he seemed fine..eating and walking on his own...resting of course but still talking to us...i cant believe he's gone...im crying now...it just hurts so much...and i know that i need to be strong for my mom and i know that he's not suffering any more but it was so sudden. i just want to know how my grandma is doing...i know my mom says that shes ok but i wanna see her and hold her and here it from her. he will always be in my heart...and in mannys too. manny felt so special to know that my grandpa loved him. and that he approved of us being together and all...it hurts him just as bad. but im glad i have him here for me..and im glad that i was able to spend so much time with my grandpa. all those days i would stay i can really say that i am grateful for the times we shared...(*smiles*)...the food we stole while nana (my grandma) was cooking it..the hidden treasure he shared from under the rug...and the upstairs room that had hundreds of white red eyed evil bunnies and a crazy person who took care of them...<- with that story kept me away...which were his intentions. never knowing his true age...since of course he was "45"...the fear of a speeding in the car so when i freaked he was there to confort me...and knowing that although my dad wasnt there for me after the divorce..my grandfather took his place...i love him and will always miss him. Thank you grandpa for all your love for every one of us..

Milton Garcia 
born on August 2 1927
finally rested and returned home on
July 9, 2007
7:00 p.m.