It's almost too good to be true
So things have been going surprisingly well lately. The house situation is doing great. Only little unexpected expenses have come up here and there, but then again, i've gotten one of my credit cards paid off for good.
Wednesday was quite nostalgic. Jeff had to help his dad on the farm, but since the weather looked so bad I told him I didn't want him out there with only his dad and grandma (she's tough, but let's be honest, she can't move as fast as she used to) so I tagged along. After dinner and getting the major stuff out of the way, Jeff took me on the four-wheeler to see some twins that were a couple weeks old, if that. Riding through the fields with cow smell and wet grass just felt a little like deja-vu for some reason. Holding on tight to him as he ran all over the field and dodged the bigger holes here and there. I don't know what is was, it was just.......wow.
I've been bitchy for a while. I blame the bad weather. I like the sun and warmth...with little humidity. But that has not been this week. Not at all.
I haven't talked to my mom in two weeks. (How many people who know me or that have kept up with my journal does this actually surprise?) I'm not necessarily mad at her, but you can't degrade men and tell everyone you know and grind into your childrens' minds that men are disgusting, low, cheating pigs and then move in with one just a month after you meet him and wait on him hand and foot. There was a small incident two weekends ago that she probably thought nothing of but it irked me.
Jeff found a compilation of punk/punk rock music done with strings, mostly violins. It was awesome. Now I really want to play violin. For Christmas I'm going to ask for money and practice on it, if it works, cool, if not, oh well, hopefully I wouldn't have spent too much on it.
I wish I could let things go. I've had a couple things on my mind lately that just make me fume, then I have to stop myself and tell myself to get over them, its got nothing to do with you, so why do you care? Quit caring about how other people live/screw up their lives, just worry about your own, you have enough to worry about coming up. Just quit it.
Anyways, finally got my door all the way fixed, I'm going to get new tires tomorrow, finally. Hopefully that will take care of the annoying noises and feelings anytime I go under 35 or over 65 mph.
Well, that's it for now. No real new news other then above. My cats are more affectionate than usual, our cars are running great, hopefully things will continue the way they are.
I miss my friends, but I shouldn't complain, I haven't called any of them, and thank you to those of you who came to our house party, to those of you who said congratulations on our engagement and new house, and to those of you I hope to talk to soon.
I love you guys, really.
Wednesday was quite nostalgic. Jeff had to help his dad on the farm, but since the weather looked so bad I told him I didn't want him out there with only his dad and grandma (she's tough, but let's be honest, she can't move as fast as she used to) so I tagged along. After dinner and getting the major stuff out of the way, Jeff took me on the four-wheeler to see some twins that were a couple weeks old, if that. Riding through the fields with cow smell and wet grass just felt a little like deja-vu for some reason. Holding on tight to him as he ran all over the field and dodged the bigger holes here and there. I don't know what is was, it was just.......wow.
I've been bitchy for a while. I blame the bad weather. I like the sun and warmth...with little humidity. But that has not been this week. Not at all.
I haven't talked to my mom in two weeks. (How many people who know me or that have kept up with my journal does this actually surprise?) I'm not necessarily mad at her, but you can't degrade men and tell everyone you know and grind into your childrens' minds that men are disgusting, low, cheating pigs and then move in with one just a month after you meet him and wait on him hand and foot. There was a small incident two weekends ago that she probably thought nothing of but it irked me.
Jeff found a compilation of punk/punk rock music done with strings, mostly violins. It was awesome. Now I really want to play violin. For Christmas I'm going to ask for money and practice on it, if it works, cool, if not, oh well, hopefully I wouldn't have spent too much on it.
I wish I could let things go. I've had a couple things on my mind lately that just make me fume, then I have to stop myself and tell myself to get over them, its got nothing to do with you, so why do you care? Quit caring about how other people live/screw up their lives, just worry about your own, you have enough to worry about coming up. Just quit it.
Anyways, finally got my door all the way fixed, I'm going to get new tires tomorrow, finally. Hopefully that will take care of the annoying noises and feelings anytime I go under 35 or over 65 mph.
Well, that's it for now. No real new news other then above. My cats are more affectionate than usual, our cars are running great, hopefully things will continue the way they are.
I miss my friends, but I shouldn't complain, I haven't called any of them, and thank you to those of you who came to our house party, to those of you who said congratulations on our engagement and new house, and to those of you I hope to talk to soon.
I love you guys, really.