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My faith is slipping on actually moving out anytime soon, maybe even this year. Mark's a great realtor...i think, i haven't dealt with many, if any. But Jeff and I are finding more potential homes on our own than he is. Granted the area we like has more people moving in than out, and most houses are new and cost an arm and a leg and your firstborn's soul. But there has to be something out there. I told Jeff maybe it's the universe's way of telling us we're not ready. Maybe I'm trying to make us be more than ready when we're really not and we'll end up going completely broke because I forced it and living back home with our parents (probably separately like we do now) and everything going down the drain we hoped and worked for. Its just a little discouraging when you can look at literally 20 different real estate sites or homefinding sites and see either "No results found" or the same crappy house over and over again. But we'll hopefully be looking at our third house either this week or next and we'll be able to make a good decision on it. I don't want to make a rash decision but I can't stand living at home with a sister that does nothing, a dad that's always tired and worn out, and a very hairy dirty house because the dog sheds like crazy and no one can brush her. I want to do things my way on my time the way I want to do them. I want to make what I want for supper and not worry about it not being there the next day for lunch so I don't have to spend more money because I have nothing for lunch. I just can't take it much more. Not to mention when Jeff and i want alone time its either too late by the time we get it or we don't at all, it actually takes a toll on us. I really think that was the deepest reason for this weekend. But whatever.
Also, I keep seeing the video of that 16 year old girl getting the shit beaten out of her by (4) 16yos, a 15 yo and a 14 you. The 14 yo knocked her unconscious. By the time the girl was actually able to leave she had so many bruises and lost hearing in her left ear and vision in her left eye...a week later its still like that! I hope to god it isn't permanent. And why would a bunch of teenage girls beat up a girl that used to be their cheerleader friend? BECAUSE SUPPOSEDLY SHE TRASH TALKED THEM ON FUCKING MYSPACE!! how many times do I have to say it before someone actually takes it seriously? Myspace and all those stupid retarded hangout websites are dangerous! LJ doesn't have half the capacity those do so I'm not worried. The girls were arrested and will hopefully be charged as adults, but they didn't seem sympathetic or ashamed of what they had done at all! and one of the mothers of one of the accused girls said the victim shouldn't have talked trash if she couldn't back it up!!! OMG parents nowadays aren't even parenting, they're just doing and saying anything as stupid as it sounds just to protect their kids. nothing you say warrants that type of abuse. Every time I see the video I want to make each girl watch it and if she so much as snickers or acts proud, pound her face into the wall. Let her know what it feels like for no reason.
Its just with that and two very close calls i've had in almost smacking the crap out of someone with my car and things going on at work, it really makes you worry about society. is it really worth it? and if regular people act like this, how are our leaders acting? of course the media only lets you know what is beneficial to itself, the economy, and certain people that pay royalties for something to be said/not said. Its just all quite depressing. I want to go live out in the middle of the country with my husband, my kid, and a few animals, come to work just to get by, and forget about everything that is going on and remain oblivious to everything.
But we'll see how that last part goes. Best of luck to everyone and this upcoming screwed up year. Looks like we're fucked either way we look at it.
Someone help us all.
Also, I keep seeing the video of that 16 year old girl getting the shit beaten out of her by (4) 16yos, a 15 yo and a 14 you. The 14 yo knocked her unconscious. By the time the girl was actually able to leave she had so many bruises and lost hearing in her left ear and vision in her left eye...a week later its still like that! I hope to god it isn't permanent. And why would a bunch of teenage girls beat up a girl that used to be their cheerleader friend? BECAUSE SUPPOSEDLY SHE TRASH TALKED THEM ON FUCKING MYSPACE!! how many times do I have to say it before someone actually takes it seriously? Myspace and all those stupid retarded hangout websites are dangerous! LJ doesn't have half the capacity those do so I'm not worried. The girls were arrested and will hopefully be charged as adults, but they didn't seem sympathetic or ashamed of what they had done at all! and one of the mothers of one of the accused girls said the victim shouldn't have talked trash if she couldn't back it up!!! OMG parents nowadays aren't even parenting, they're just doing and saying anything as stupid as it sounds just to protect their kids. nothing you say warrants that type of abuse. Every time I see the video I want to make each girl watch it and if she so much as snickers or acts proud, pound her face into the wall. Let her know what it feels like for no reason.
Its just with that and two very close calls i've had in almost smacking the crap out of someone with my car and things going on at work, it really makes you worry about society. is it really worth it? and if regular people act like this, how are our leaders acting? of course the media only lets you know what is beneficial to itself, the economy, and certain people that pay royalties for something to be said/not said. Its just all quite depressing. I want to go live out in the middle of the country with my husband, my kid, and a few animals, come to work just to get by, and forget about everything that is going on and remain oblivious to everything.
But we'll see how that last part goes. Best of luck to everyone and this upcoming screwed up year. Looks like we're fucked either way we look at it.
Someone help us all.