Gray Area
Over the weekend, Meagan got her letter from the Disney College Program with the worst news ever: She wasn't accepted into the program at all.
I still have a week or two before my letter comes. I'm not exactly sure what I'll do if I get accepted. If I get accepted into the hospitality role, I'm 80% sure I'll go. And I may even try at an additional program when Meagan decides to try again. If I get accepted into Merchandising, that's an entirely different story. This is a role I didn't really want from the start but I was sort of pushed into it because of my ineligibility for the roles I truly wanted. Before, if Meagan had been accepted, I would have taken anything I could get, but now I'm not so sure. I'm getting my tattoo removed anyway so if I waited to do the fall program in 2010, I would regain my eligibility for the roles I was so excited about AND have another shot of Meagan and I going together.
I really just feel like I've put so much effort and so much of myself into this whole process, if I get accepted, I know I'll have a hard time turning it down and waiting another year. But at the same time, Id feel just awful if I went without Meagan.
If I don't get accepted, there you go, problem solved. haha. Hopefully I'll at least have the choice though.
I get two weeks from the day I receive my letter to decide whether to accept the offer or decline. I guess I'll just have to think about it when that time comes. For now, I'm just in this ridiculous gray area.
I still have a week or two before my letter comes. I'm not exactly sure what I'll do if I get accepted. If I get accepted into the hospitality role, I'm 80% sure I'll go. And I may even try at an additional program when Meagan decides to try again. If I get accepted into Merchandising, that's an entirely different story. This is a role I didn't really want from the start but I was sort of pushed into it because of my ineligibility for the roles I truly wanted. Before, if Meagan had been accepted, I would have taken anything I could get, but now I'm not so sure. I'm getting my tattoo removed anyway so if I waited to do the fall program in 2010, I would regain my eligibility for the roles I was so excited about AND have another shot of Meagan and I going together.
I really just feel like I've put so much effort and so much of myself into this whole process, if I get accepted, I know I'll have a hard time turning it down and waiting another year. But at the same time, Id feel just awful if I went without Meagan.
If I don't get accepted, there you go, problem solved. haha. Hopefully I'll at least have the choice though.
I get two weeks from the day I receive my letter to decide whether to accept the offer or decline. I guess I'll just have to think about it when that time comes. For now, I'm just in this ridiculous gray area.