*Pulls hair out*
Sometimes I think my parents underestamate me... infact I know they do. My mom thinks I have it so easy, but all she ever does it make me feel like shit. I just wanna smake her sometimes. Knock some sence into her.
Another thing thats been worrying me is Lauren. She's always acting like somethen is wrong. And is always making little comments or posting how she is always sad and misses what she once had. And that makes me feel like she really dosent want me. I know of her past ex's and I know what one of them did.. almost the same as K did to me. Maybe she feels the same way about me... I want to be what she wants, what she needs, I want to fill every capasity that she could possibly hold for loving someone.
I know she worrys about being obbsessed... and thats fine with me. I dont care if you are or not. Infact I would like her to be, because then I would know that she really wants me.
Well I think I might go and write my thing I have been wanting to write about.. So later.
LOve you Lauren.
Another thing thats been worrying me is Lauren. She's always acting like somethen is wrong. And is always making little comments or posting how she is always sad and misses what she once had. And that makes me feel like she really dosent want me. I know of her past ex's and I know what one of them did.. almost the same as K did to me. Maybe she feels the same way about me... I want to be what she wants, what she needs, I want to fill every capasity that she could possibly hold for loving someone.
I know she worrys about being obbsessed... and thats fine with me. I dont care if you are or not. Infact I would like her to be, because then I would know that she really wants me.
Well I think I might go and write my thing I have been wanting to write about.. So later.
LOve you Lauren.