The trash has been thrown away..
Okay all those past entrys are TRASH! I'm not with Kristin anymore.. she and her dumb ass broke up with me. To make a LONG story short.. she broke my heart, I went all depressed and shit for a very long time, then moved on and am now almost restored to my once happy slef. I am with a girl named Lauren. And she is wounderful. -smiles- She treats me right. Unlike that bitch^^ I guess that saying "Love is blind" Is right.. Becasue I was blind to everything Kristin did to me. She said she loved me.. but her actions didnt show it. And I guess it just took her breaking up with me.. and me talking to her ex gf and finding Lauren to help me figure that out.
Lust though is sometimes mistaken for love. And thats when people hearts get broken. Mine was. I let myslef get too deep with her and I paid the consequences. But in the long run my heart was placed back togeather.. And what I have learned from that experiance was.. that now I know what love isent. And that wasnet it. -Smiles-
Love is when you think about someone and they think about you like you think about them. Love is when you wanna do stuff for that person and you dont intend on getten anything in return. Love is when you can call that person up and talk about absolutly nothing and are alright with it. Love is when you can take that person infront of your family and they act like they have known each other all their lives. Love is when you dont have to have sex to be in a relationship with someone. Love is when you enjoythat person's flaws and you find them cute. Love is when you know that, that person is going to be there when you call them or need them to be there for you. Love is when you have inside jokes and talk about personal things that you feel weird talking to them about. Love is when you just hold them and feel like this is where I was meant to be, and all those past heart aches were just detours and such to lead me where I am at now.
Well I guess I have sumed up what is missing for the past few months.. and I will start updating on my new life and getten back on track with this juournal.
Lust though is sometimes mistaken for love. And thats when people hearts get broken. Mine was. I let myslef get too deep with her and I paid the consequences. But in the long run my heart was placed back togeather.. And what I have learned from that experiance was.. that now I know what love isent. And that wasnet it. -Smiles-
Love is when you think about someone and they think about you like you think about them. Love is when you wanna do stuff for that person and you dont intend on getten anything in return. Love is when you can call that person up and talk about absolutly nothing and are alright with it. Love is when you can take that person infront of your family and they act like they have known each other all their lives. Love is when you dont have to have sex to be in a relationship with someone. Love is when you enjoythat person's flaws and you find them cute. Love is when you know that, that person is going to be there when you call them or need them to be there for you. Love is when you have inside jokes and talk about personal things that you feel weird talking to them about. Love is when you just hold them and feel like this is where I was meant to be, and all those past heart aches were just detours and such to lead me where I am at now.
Well I guess I have sumed up what is missing for the past few months.. and I will start updating on my new life and getten back on track with this juournal.