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wow, so much shit has happened today i dont even know what to say, like the only good things were talking to cassie, and the 3way w/ alicia and molly, then, i went over to the oroszs, and pissed mrs orosz off, and my dad and i got into a fight, but u know what, i dont even care, i feel MUCH worse because i cant help my friends in person. I mean first hailey (srry for any sp errors) is like really sad that she and alicia arent friends anymore, and i like them both, and it was just like making me sad i coukldnt help, then alicia and ryan... im not gonna mention the details, but i was left crying in the end, and i hardley ever do that out of sympathy, and now im like confessing how miserable a few ppl made me and bow there sad, and im listening to sad music, and i just wanna fuckng die or be abducted, and i brought up my least favorite moment from the past today, and its like sinfully grotesque, i mean i cry just thinking of it, and im so fucking sad right now, i mean all that was wrong before is nothing compared to now