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last night was...a dud...ive been looking forward to it for a long time...and it just wasnt happening...i felt something there...he was interested...he just wouldnt make the first move...i tried my best to pave the way, and he responded in like...but it just didnt happen...and now alls i got to show for it, is me liking him even more...even if he did runoff right away afterwards...kinda sad now...i hope something good happens today, something involving a guy...i need to affirm im still attractive...in some way or another...have gone too long with out having someone show me that...maybe i am no longer attractive...whatever...im gonna go now...