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[mariehugstrees]

it's been one year.
i can't believe he's been gone for one whole year.
i can't believe he's gone period.

i can't believe i didn't get to say goodbye.
i can't believe he was my 'father'
i can't believe HE let it happen

auntie ellie is also dying.
man how come the people who want to die don't.
i would've been out of here long long ago.