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Today is sweetest day..
This morning i woke up and went to breakfat with Brad, which kinda took a while. Then we went back to his house to hang for about an hour before the game and his compitition. i had 5 phone calls within that time, so i was a little angry, but not really because i love my boy so much. He got me a HUGE boquet of white roses. Awwwwh, it was the nicest thing. We were so happy together, it was one of the best times ive ever had with him. Then i left to go to the game and things changed.
I got their, had to park just about the farthest away i could. Couldnt find our group for a while, and i was real cold until i used jessi's hoodie, which was nice of her and she will get it back first thing monday. Then i felt bad about how i treated jenn on the phone, and i apologized, but then things got blah... We had planned on spending the night together after i babysat, and i invited her to go, but she made other plans.. and didn't really want me to spend the night.. so i had nowhere to go because i thought my mom and step dad were still going and staying at a hotel.. and i was really upset because best friends dont do that... so i called my mom and just started balling on the phone, and she said they wernt going anymoer and i should have known that and i would have if i was ever home.. which made me feel worse.. so i got taco bell, didn't really say anything to anyone because i never cry, and i am scared to in front of people.. im pretty sure the only person that has ever seen me cry in my life is my mom.. Then i went home.
I don't know how a day goes from the best thing ever, to this. I feel so crappy! I just want to be with my baby.. he makes everything better..
~Alysha
This morning i woke up and went to breakfat with Brad, which kinda took a while. Then we went back to his house to hang for about an hour before the game and his compitition. i had 5 phone calls within that time, so i was a little angry, but not really because i love my boy so much. He got me a HUGE boquet of white roses. Awwwwh, it was the nicest thing. We were so happy together, it was one of the best times ive ever had with him. Then i left to go to the game and things changed.
I got their, had to park just about the farthest away i could. Couldnt find our group for a while, and i was real cold until i used jessi's hoodie, which was nice of her and she will get it back first thing monday. Then i felt bad about how i treated jenn on the phone, and i apologized, but then things got blah... We had planned on spending the night together after i babysat, and i invited her to go, but she made other plans.. and didn't really want me to spend the night.. so i had nowhere to go because i thought my mom and step dad were still going and staying at a hotel.. and i was really upset because best friends dont do that... so i called my mom and just started balling on the phone, and she said they wernt going anymoer and i should have known that and i would have if i was ever home.. which made me feel worse.. so i got taco bell, didn't really say anything to anyone because i never cry, and i am scared to in front of people.. im pretty sure the only person that has ever seen me cry in my life is my mom.. Then i went home.
I don't know how a day goes from the best thing ever, to this. I feel so crappy! I just want to be with my baby.. he makes everything better..
~Alysha