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[marianela]

This weekend has been a stressful one but today was wonderful. I woke up and I didn't even think about what had happened in the last three days. I had forgotten it up until I saw my computer. I didn't even want to turn it on today. I didn't think there would be a point. But I did and found that Elisha is in New York now. I am pretty happy about

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[ex_jlacey557]

did i do something to make you dislike me?

[marianela]

No not at all. Jesse rocks. ;)

[joelrmadden]

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[marianela]

Joel you said you couldn't bother with being friends with a person like me. So why must you look up my journal and reply to it. I wasn't ever told what happened so how can i be mad at someone for something I don't know. You won't talk to me, he will, why shouldn't I talk to him? Honestly.

If you can't bother to be friends with me or talk why are you always doing this?

[joelrmadden]

Oh sorry to interrupt your lies and whatever else. Go rock his jock, I could care less.

[marianela]

What lies?
Im a hypocrite I know it. Sue me. But what would you do if one of your friends told you not to talk to your friend and never told you why. You never gave me the chance to explain anything you just made up your mind about it and that was it. Look i told you how I feel and i'd change it if i could. but why ignore those who actually want to talk to me?

If you could care less why do you keep commenting about it and then writing about it. I know you can do better than be. Fuck off I don't care. I never once said a bad thing about you and yet you yell at me as if i have. What did I do to you?

[joelrmadden]

How do you know what I write about? I lock my entries up and you ain't added.

[marianela]

Hell i did the same and it didn't seem to stop you. Someone mentioned it to me.

[joelrmadden]

It obviously didn't mean a damn thing to you. Just go back to Jesse. You two are both two-faced apparently so it works out.

[marianela]

How can you say that you don't know what I think about anything. I told you what you mean and you ignored it as if it was nothing.
Go back to jesse... right because that makes any sense at all. Im not in love with him. Yes he is a friend but thats about it.

Two-faced.. right. you dont know me at all dont act like you do.

[joelrmadden]

About it? Yeah. Exactly. It's obvious he means more to you than me. He hurt someone you claim to "love" yet he's the one you add and the one you talk to. It takes two people to make an effort and I'm done being the only one. Bye

[marianela]

Ok what the fuck is that.. i kept begging you to unblock me to talk to me and you would just to tell me how horrible i was and then block me again. I had you added forever but then you told me that you didnt want to be friends with a person like me. and if that is how you feel then fine. so i unadded you. I have tried dont you dare throw that at me.

he doesnt mean more to me than you do. You dont talk to me. I can't believe you are throwing that at me. I tired. I did everything and you just tossed aside as if it wasnt anything.

[joelrmadden]

If you're tired take a nap.

[marianela]

I tried. goodness.

[marianela]

JOEL stop blocking me. give me a fucking chance to explain it before you just do that. You obviously dont care about fixing this because you run away before it can be.
Joel just talk to me.