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This weekend has been a stressful one but today was wonderful. I woke up and I didn't even think about what had happened in the last three days. I had forgotten it up until I saw my computer. I didn't even want to turn it on today. I didn't think there would be a point. But I did and found that Elisha is in New York now. I am pretty happy about that because I need something to get me out of my place and keep me from stressing myself out over things that I can't fix.
Yesterday was both the worst day and the best day. It was the end of everything I had been working to keep. It was good because it was the end of fighting a battle that I couldn't win no matter how hard I tried. The good thing was for the first time in weeks I got to bed at a decent hour instead of waiting for hours just to talk to someone who never wanted to talk to me in the first place.
Oh shit and I told myself I wouldn't talk about this.
I had something written to give the whole situation some closure. I hate leaving things unsettled. But then some assholes decided to be immature about it and I figure there was no point.
I really need to say this about a good friend of mine. Kristin I don't know what I would have done without you. You were there for me when no one else was and it means a lot. I know before this we weren't close at all and for you to just be there to listen to some crazy bitch’s ranting is really something and I will never be able to thank you enough for it. Thank you.
Also one last thing. Hey just because you hate me don't take it out on my co-host.
This will still be here tomorrow and then I will write a better one.
Yesterday was both the worst day and the best day. It was the end of everything I had been working to keep. It was good because it was the end of fighting a battle that I couldn't win no matter how hard I tried. The good thing was for the first time in weeks I got to bed at a decent hour instead of waiting for hours just to talk to someone who never wanted to talk to me in the first place.
Oh shit and I told myself I wouldn't talk about this.
I had something written to give the whole situation some closure. I hate leaving things unsettled. But then some assholes decided to be immature about it and I figure there was no point.
I really need to say this about a good friend of mine. Kristin I don't know what I would have done without you. You were there for me when no one else was and it means a lot. I know before this we weren't close at all and for you to just be there to listen to some crazy bitch’s ranting is really something and I will never be able to thank you enough for it. Thank you.
Also one last thing. Hey just because you hate me don't take it out on my co-host.
This will still be here tomorrow and then I will write a better one.