23 Hours in Hell

Jan 28, 2007 15:10

I want to thank you all for all your words of support. They mean a lot to me ( Read more... )

death, depression, family, loneliness, mom

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et_tu_lulu January 29 2007, 06:11:53 UTC
I had an experience the night my mom died, but before I knew she died. Simply, I had a "dream" in which I told my mom everything, how I loved her, how I'd miss her etc and all that. And she told me that she'd always love me and be with me, but that it was time to go. I woke up after that dream and I knew she was dead, but I didn't get the dreaded call from my family for a few hours. The situation was a bit different in that we knew she was sick for a long time and knew that the end was near. But I firmly believe that somehow, someway, my mom came to tell me that everything was ok. And even now, there are times when I just get a feeling, I can't explain it any more rationally than that. I get this feeling like I'm not alone and all the sudden I feel like my mom is with me and that gives me a lot of strength. Even now, after she's been gone for 5 years, I still get that feeling and it always makes me feel a bit better. I'm not a spiritual person at all, but I do believe that loved ones who have passed never leave you completely and I have no doubt you're mom will visit you in some way.

Hell, now I've made myself cry. I'm really sorry for your loss, Maria and please know that you're not alone. *hugs*

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