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ok...so once again, like so many nights before, it's around 4 in the morning, 4:20 at this point in time, to be exact, funny, and i'm still awake. i feel pressure to post because it's been awhile, but it tends to be the case that i need to be anebriated to bring myself to do it...hence the drunkeness. take from this what you will, it may be a tad incoherent. sooo, i'm in love with mah boyfriend, i LOVE my ex boyfriend, and my psuedo ex boyfriend, he's alright. everything's alright. a tad unsettling? margot's life falling into place? perhaps. it's a little much to accept, but it's kind of like one of those big exhales when your shoulders relax and you feel fuzzy waves from your hairline down the back of your neck. i love zak. he's the best thing ever. he knows it, and since he's the only one who reads my BS, he's hearing it again. i LOVE you. one month anniversary today. of knowing each other. exploding head much? i wonder if you think it's funn that i'm ranting on my LJ like a 14 year old girl? what else am i going to do, i just called you and you tried really hard to pretend you were awake, but it didn't go over at all. good going. i still love you. i'm REALLY tired and drunk now. i paused to talk to people only so starting from the sentence before this one it's been like an hour since i originally started writing this. i'm glad that everything is stable and working out. i deserve it. goodnight to my respective loves. you're all good. and so am i. night.